Ah, the wonder of Electricity!

Thank you Amren UE! After 6 days, 13 hours, and 35 minutes, we now have our power back!

This was my first, HURDLE, if you will, all by myself without Brad. And I felt I failed. I didn't take care of myself and almost passed out last Friday, I had a meltdown right after that, and I couldn't handle getting all the stinky spoiled food out of my deep freeze and freezer/refridgerator by myself (I had to ask a friend for help.) Yeah, I know, it's not failing, but it feels like it.

My friend John warned me it was a roller coaster. I wish he meant the kiddie ones. Cause this is far worse than any roller coaster I've ever ridden. I'm not sure it's safe for passengers.

It sucks. But life with Brad and ALWAYS questioning whether what he was saying was a lie or not..., well, that sucked more. This hurts, it hurts so bad I wish I could cut out my heart, but at least there's no ANXIETY. No nervous wondering, wondering. And I'm sleeping better. So, there you go.

But it still sucks.